This is the happiest week ever, this week  THE  DEAREST MAN ALIVE T.O.P.  made is solo debut and his MV is finally OUT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I have to say: Turn It Up  is the hottest song with the SEXIEST video ever! I even dig the chics!!!! it's just HOT!!, There is not even a single bad  thing to say about the video!!!!!!!!!!!!!!.and T.O.P. ... awwwwwwwww.. just DAMN PERFECT!  He's sexy: swank as hell, he's playfull,.. i just don't know what else to say about such perfection!!!
Just to show you a bit of my happiness . Last monday , as usual I went to check allkpop. And as soon as I saw the new I started screaming!! let´s not forget that i was at my work place!! . the good part is that I was alone at that moment!! :D
 I Adore some other KPOP idols and JPOP idols or not even asian but also HOT guys out there. but is the first time that I get myself to say that little famous sentece!! I LOVE T.O.P. . But i reallllly do love him!!!! We are a match made in heaven!!! .. he just don't know me YET!!! BUT HE WILL!!!
 For now lets rejoice with the full MV:
 ps: I had goosebumps during the all time i was writting this!!

DAMN right the title says it all!!  I'm soooooooooooooooooooooooo freakin happy. I can positively say that this is one of, if not the, most happy days of this last weeks!! I just learned that I'm trough with English linguistic, the most dreadful thing I've ever studied !!. and them as sOon as i got home, i'm surprised by the new that  my more than everything , the most perfect man on earth is FINALLY making his SOLO DEBUT!!!! yes i mean T.O.P.!!!!!!!!!. This may sound sick, bur i just LOVE !!!!! but i mean LOVE this man!!!. hes ... just perfect!! great lucks, great style. great rapping ... he got it all, from head to toe.. there's only one thing missing .. ME!!!!!   :D:D::D:D:D:D
I've never repeated a teaser no many times as I did Today, with T.O.P.'s "Turn it up now". i just can't wait for 21 June, next Monday!!!
It's just a pity that he won't promote like Taeyang did!! BUT IT'S OK SINCE WE GOT TO SEE HIM ON BIG SCREEN!!  at least some of us.. other should rejoice for the simple fact that eventually they'll get to watch it online!! 
For now I'll continue to rejoice :D
The sexiest clip ever!!!!!!

What love really means to you!, and I'm not talking about romantic and fantasized love, but LOVE!. this last week I got a taste what love is..
Love is not jealous, Love is not sellfish ... Love can reach a wide range of people... love for our family membres, for our frends  and even love for those strangers we pass by on the street!  I just realised how much i LOVE my friends and how much I need them im my live... even the ones who may think otherwise. Last week I received a NO but I rejoiced by a YES someone  else received... 
That's just love  :)

This post is a bit depressing , but I need to let it out.
Have you ever thought about dead  and what it really means??. Today I was reading Nana, .. and I end up crying like a baby what made me feel a bit silly, but in the other hand made remember of some past events...  and  got me really depressed.. If you ever lost a loved one or someone close to you, you probably know what i'm feeling.... I don't even know what to write...
I don't know what is the worst, not been able to see that person anymore or the emptiness that we feel .........
What ever the feeling is I just know that IT is surreal..
It is just surreal......

Today I'm a bit sad!!  I just felt like listening to Dbsk Break Out, them I noticed that I don't know what they are saying in the lyrics, so I google it. For my surprise, The lyrics are  really revealing of what is happenig. The song was released in December, during that time they were alrealy separated, but this song give me feeling that despite the separation the are actually together in mind and gold,  what makes me even more sad ...
I don't know who wrote the lyrics , but i get the feeling that this time they made it themselfs, it seems pretty personal... Just a guess though... This Hiatus story is deep deep deep inside the ending that everybody expected but that nobody had the courage to admit or say it out loud... Well but just like they said ..." I keep praying, Don't forget it, Baby, we keep the faith eternally" .

Scan the lyrics and give me a taste of your mind !! what do you think?

I keep praying
Don't forget it
Baby, we keep the faith eternally

I watched the distant night sky before dawn today
Lighting up the road ahead to make sure of my way
The sun will keep on rising, the tears are not endless
Because I remember this, someday, I can live on

Break out! Break out!
For the door to tomorrow, the key is safe in your hand
Break out! Break out!
Grab hold of your future, there is no destiny
Make yourself! It's up to you

I keep praying. Don't forget it. Baby, we keep the faith eternally

Even when the passing days seem to fill the sky overhead
When I remember your smile, time will always return
Like the waxing of a cresent moon, people meet
Our hearts shining together brighter as one

Break out! Break out!
Tears are surely not sadness, they are the footprints of dreams
Break out! Break out!
There are things that only you can do
Believe yourself! Believe

I keep praying. Don't forget it. Baby, we keep the faith eternally

In order for these wishes to come true
I continue to pray each day, as long as I must

Break out! Break out!
Tears are surely not sadness, they are the footprints of dreams
Break out! Break out!
There are things that only you can do
Believe yourself! Believe

Break out! Break out!
For the door to tomorrow, the key is safe in your hand
Break out! Break out!
Grab hold of your future, there is no destiny
Make yourself! It's up to you

I keep praying. Don't forget it. Baby, we keep the faith eternally


I am really sad, never  thoughtthey would get me th is bad!!!!!!

As U can see by my lat post I'm a bit mad with korean and koreans, So i'm going backt o my roots ... Japan!!
 Wel I never left Japan ! I just wasn't as concentrated on it as before ...
 Well Today I'm going to share my thoughts on Ikuta Toma, AKA my husband Toma !!  Since we haven't ,meet yet !! I've been really worried about some things, actually some people like Yamapi ...  That friendship can't scape from bottering me.. I must assume ..
 But lately I'm very happpppppppy . ( since i'm a very open minded person) toma's has been exchanging some saliva ( well he's just touching some lips). But even soooo he has come a long way  from kissing men.. like Oguri...
 I've been watching he's last drama Majo Saiban and he left that cute  kind a guy image behind, and he's starting to look like the Men that he is. What I like to see :D:D:D  check out the kisses :
 

This second video is from Toma's new movie "Ningen Shikkaku" here he is definitely growned up !!
 The kiss is way more intense!!  This movie seems very interesting , I'm looking forward to see it !! :D enjoy  the trailer!!  I know i did .



Well i guess all i can say is .. he's so growned up !!

I always heard that we should be unit as one for the GOOD of all , but someone PLIZZZZZZ tell me why there is this very special and rather unique group of people that live just to make others miserable!!!!!!!. I'm just sooooooooooooo mad right know, We shoul use our power for the benefict of others just as much as for our benefict. Peopl somethims are just tooooooo stupid and narrow minded !!

Happy new year!!!  Annyeonghaseyo!!

Konkatsu


As you should already know, Konkatsu is Ueda's (from Kat-tun) first Drama. I really like it .  It's a really kawaii story about a neibourhood and their habitants, that gets together to save the place they always loved ! Amamiya Kuniyuki quite his job , and start looking for something new. He end up geting a job, thanks to a lie; he's getting married.
 Now he has to find someone willling to marrie him ...
 Well you better see it for yourself....
 plus  the soundtarck is sooo kawaii ..
 

enjoy it !!
ps: after watching this I sooooooooooooo have to eat Tonkatsu!!!